There are probably many complex reasons for this that might
be unearthed by way of several psychoanalysis sessions. Frankly, I’m not sure I
need to know myself that well. I
have, however, nailed down about three main reasons why I almost always have and
probably will continue to have several books containing bookmarks indicating my
last stopping place at any given time.
Probably the simplest reason is that Distractibility I
mentioned above. I tend to lose interest in even the greatest books, often
right around the middle. Since I have an ever-growing pile of other books, one
of those will inevitably tempt me away from the book in which I’ve become
mired. This probably happens to just about everybody who owns a bunch of books
or visits their local library often, but most of those people are probably sane
enough to recognize that the book they have abandoned isn’t interesting enough
for them to finish. Not me. It’s rare that I’ll completely give my interest up
for dead. I usually put the book aside for a while and play around with another
one.
Another reason I’ll move on to something else is to create a
sense of progress. If I’m reading something extremely long, like The Book of Genji or Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell, which
I re-read last year, I can feel like I’ll never finish. Then, I’ll pick up
something shorter, like The Wizard of Oz
or something by Laura Ingalls Wilder so I can be involved in a story that’s
moving right along. This particular practice has become even more useful since
I began The Distractible Reader. Reading books of various lengths at the same
time helps me to have more to post about more often.
As factually based as the above two paragraphs are, the
greatest reason I keep a few books rather than just one book going at the same
time is that I love (love, love!) starting a new book. The excitement! The
potential! The idea of days (or, in my case even weeks) of wonder ahead! Who
can resist that? Who would want to?
Many years ago, I somehow found myself with not enough to do.
Thoughts of starting a new book before finishing the one I was reading became
overwhelming. I wanted to do it all the time. There was something weak in my
character, I thought, if I just gave in to such irresponsible urges. I can’t
live like this! And so I limited myself to Fridays for starting new books. Now,
my Friday book is almost a ritual. It’s something I look forward to all week
long. I don’t always start a new book
each week. Sometimes I actually am content to sit with one of the four or so
that I’ve already started. Imagine that.
The bottom line is that I love to read. Experiencing more
than one story, commentary, history, or conglomeration of facts at a time is fulfilling.
I think I’ll always be giving in to distraction, needing to give myself a sense
of progress, or desiring to experience a new opening paragraph. And really.
There are so many books. So many books.
A Year of Books that are Older than Me
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